StellarlovesYOU,silly.
Ramona&Scott.

OdieisLOVE.
Zelle.
College, Nursing.
Musically Retarded.
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8teen.

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i read my old posts.
haha.
they sound so, silly.
gawd, how emo.

haha.
oh well, its fun to look back isnt it?

---MAKE IT WORK.
You understand me
At least you say you do
Lately thats enough for me
Looking for perfect
Surrounded by artificial
You're the closest thing to real i've seen
Sure, everyone has their problems
Thats a given
Yours are the easiest to tolerate
This wasn't what we was wanting
How we're living
But let's take this good enough and turn it to great
Baby understand...

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be girl
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work...

Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves
That's just reality
No, it can't always be
Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words

You was looking for your prince,ooh
What you found

Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect..NO
But i'm around (but im around)
Girl, time and patience is essential
Baby realize...

Thick and thin.
The bad outweighs the good sometimes
That doesn't mean we're 'spose to give it up
My problems are yours,and yours are mine.


---haha. we gotta make it work eh?
oh well, im still busy. having fun wiv my friends.
they came over here yesterday, also nung friday. :]
i had loads of fun wiv em.
so yeaa, gotta go.

---I see you but i cant touch you, and its killing me so good.

A lot of things happened this week.
been really busy. *makes me uber tired.^
i miss friendster, i miss waking up uber late, i miss my ADOBE PHOTOSHOP.
haaay, things that i sually do before. @______@
it just had to end so fast haha.

So..
our last year is coming up, so we really have to study hard especially for college.
so we have to take this UPCAT thing seriously.
my friends and I has a lot of plans this summer, so we'll be uber busy.
can you believe it? free time ko lang is every SUNDAY. huhu.
Everday, i have to wake up at around.. 5, coz nagggym kmi. X]
then diretso kaagad sa school.
plus! i've got loads of projects to do. shemaay..

but im uber glad that im busy.
IT just, made me forget all teh painful stuff for a little while. haha.
besides, my friends are always there for me.
we hang out all the time and stuff, so.. i've got no reason to be sad at all. :]
im glad, things are gonna be okay again.

hope this goes on. :]
im looking forward to teh reunion.
and sa mga future lakwatsa qu na uber rami! :]
kkexcite. yeey.
so basucally, im happy and IM HAVING FUN.
--got new love! haha.

anywoi~
gotta go, upcat thing.^^
---keep safe. ja.

waa.
*pheww.*
im so tired. T____________T
i woke up early yesterday..
went to bed at around 2am.
then woke up at around 5 to prepare my things for teh gym thing.
HAHA. gym?! laawl.
along wiv nika and miggs, tin was supposed to come wiv us but yeaa.
she wasnt able to come.*too bad mamii.*
after teh gym thing, i walked on my way home. *waa, kgpgod tlg.*
when i got home, i then took a bath..
coz i was about to go to school.
i was.. LATE.
and t. gretchen was.. sorta mad at me coz of that.
filipino class was UBER fun. :]

for a little while, i sorta forgot about teh.. "THING" that i knew yesterday.
but when i saw him, haaay.
i just had a thought na.. "pno pagsumama siya?"
bwaha.
after class, went to rob wiv.. tatay chii, kuppie and tin.
went around and stuff.
then we came back to JASMS..
to help teh Mondialogo team, clean up.
then mickey told me about teh.. yeah.
and.. well, it badly hurt.
*as usual, iyakin ka naman ee. e p a l.*
iono why it hurt.
but enough about that, it doesnt really matter right?
to him or to anyone.

haaaay.
good times, lies ahead.
i hope, this SUMMER.. i'll be able to forget everything and just, MOVE ON.
coz, being in this situation, isn't.. fun anymore.
it just hurts a lot, everyday.
BUT HEY.
thanks sa mga nagpacheeseburger. :]
you guys have been a big HELP!
lalo na sla, TIN.ISH.Ms.Da..
salamat sa pagiintindi.
lamqu mga EMO rin keuu.
and im glad na.. gngwa nten lahat para mging hapoo teu.
RIGHT TIN?! :]
we labb you.*

so aun.
update. update pa soon.
ramii pa nangyare, especially 2daii.
UPCAT is coming up na.
*tin! coordinator, sana makahanap ka ng 10 people para LIBRE!
pagnanyare yun, pacheeseburger ka ren aa.

--gotta go, im here at nik's house.
stay safe. :]

~relax.
Far Far

Far far, there's this little girl
she was praying for something to happen to her
everyday she writes words and more words
just to speak out the thoughts that keep floating inside
and she's strong when the dreams come cos' they
take her, cover her, they are all over
the reality looks far now, but don't go

How can you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside
how can you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside
oh oh oh oh

Far far, there's this little girl
she was praying for something good to happen to her
from time to time there're colors and shapes
dazeling her eyes, tickeling her hands
they invent her a new world with
oil skies and aquarel rivers
but don't you run away already
please don't go oh oh

How can you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside
how an you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside

Take a deep breath and dive
there's a beautiful mess inside
how can you stay outside?
There's a beautiful mess
beautiful mess inside

Oh beautiful, beautiful

Far far there's this little girl
she was praying for something big to happen to her
every night she ears beautiful strange music
it's everywhere there's nowhere to hide
but if it fades she begs
"oh lord don't take it from me, don't take it yourselves"

I guess i'll have to give it birth
to give it birth
i guess, i guess, i guess i have to give it birth
i guess i have to, have to give it birth
there's a beautiful mess inside and it's everywhere

So shake it yourself now deep inside
deeper than you ever dared
deeper than you ever dared
there's a beautiful mess inside
beautiful mess inside.

*..tell me you love me, come back and haunt me.*

s h i t.
my eyes are all teary, really.
i have this disease every morning, where all teh pain just comes back and makes me cry. haha.
emo, ampp.
lately, my leaking sessions are like, everyday.
gawwdamnit.
im badly hurt.. *di na bago yan.*
..i wanna run, and scream my heart out.
coz really, everything just tears me apart.
i dont know why i find this hard, i've been through this before.
bestfriend ko pa. haha.
why does it still hurt?
..siguro nga, wala talagang tao na sanay na, especially when it comes to this.
i'm not s t u p i d.
but with how im able to cope with all of these, to stand this. MAKES me feel s t u p i d.
GAWD.
cant take it anymore..
help?

--keep safe.

woot~
just got a new haircut.
i feel so effin good pare.
mukha daw rakista. *naks naman, hanep. haha.*
i was suppose to go to school today to meet up with mami tin.
but yeah, we had to go to hp after teh haircut thing.
we didnt do anything therem actually.
just went around and ate.
when i got back home, i went to Tahilan.
along teh way, i saw lian. haha.
he then told me Carla and Rob are like inside warzone, so i looked for 'em.
HOW I MISS THEM.
haha.
oh well, it was a good day.
got teh chanceto hang out wiv my class after teh meeting thing in tahilan. :]

--gotta go!
stay safe. mwa.

OH NO!
guess who's back?
hell yeaah.
haha.
haven't posted in AGES!

gotta post a lot for summer updates and my last high school year :]
haha.
WATCH out for it! X]]
--keep safe.