A Start Of Something New

I've been clinging to this song for teh past few days.
Yes, it does sound morbid.. or more on a.. *unrequited* love.
Although, I'm not in that status right now.. haha. I just love the song..
thats it. so.. ieah.

*sigh* I can't believe it.. It's already 2007. wow.. My First post in this year!
I've been through a lot of stuffs last
year.. stuffs that i never imagined i'd go thru... been thru..
Well, in the end.. I think it was all worthwhile...
It made me realize a lot of things..not to mention, i've learned a lot too.
Made friends with people whom i didn't know then.
Fought with teh person.. I value teh most.
haaaii. and so on.. but yeah. Past Is Past...
It's a new dawn.. and a fresh new start.
Forget about the regrets,mistakes.. teh arguments.. dissapointment.. and all teh shitty things in teh world..
but take note.. you should learn from them. :)

I know I've changed. Big time change.. and somehow..
It made me do a lot of thinkin whether this change has been good or bad..
haha. i still dont know.. but yeah..
I'll be.. prolly.. a bit different.
cant really say.. "DIFFERENT" coz.. yeah.. I've been breakin my..
let's say.. New Years Resolution in a lot of ways every year.... over and over again. xD

But, I really wanna say Sorry to all the people whom i've hurt..
whom i teased and never even bothered to say "sorry"
and all the stupid things i've said and done..
and.. Hey.. Thank you.
For all teh love.. care.. concern.
For being there whenever i need help..
For helping me stand up..
For making me happy.. and cheery. xD

anyway.. I'm gonna share a little info about teh pipol i talk to almost everyday.

Rafael Magat- Ohh. He's a great guy... He's been there for me since teh tide tried to wash me away from teh happy land. He's complex.. and.. yeah.. Has a nice sense of humor. he's like.. mickeh. xD he really is.. he's ebol too.. (told ya he's like mickeh) And lastly.. he's great in giving advice. thanks raff. :)

Faustine Casabar- My pao pao, Chan pao, Cua pao. My bestfriend since gr. III... My first beshie in JASMS actually.. We've been thru a lot of things together.. We've fought already.. shared moments together.. and all that jazz. xD I love her beyond reason. Although sometimes she doesnt notice it.. I'm sorry though.

Roberto Hutchinson- This lovely little annoying creature. haha. xD one of my besties. I love it when he's around.. Very funny and charming... *kawaii* Words aren't really enough to describe how naughty and annoying rob is. I just love the fact that with all the stupid little things he's been doing.. it makes me laugh out loud.. he makes me day worthwhile.

Jansen Malabanan- I tell you.. it's not obvious.. but yeah.. he's been a big help too. i love the way he laughs.. and how he makes me laugh. *wowowee*

Vincent Abella- haha. he's a very special friend to me.. Has helped me thru times where.. yeah. i dont function well.. Very funny.. as IN VERY.

Eman Garcia- aw. my kuya.. One of my bestest beshie.. he's been there beside me thru thick and thin. has encouraged me.. and given me faith.. hope. :) given me reasons to smile.. I just love this guy soo much. oh, did i mention, he's very cute too? :P

Kamille Lampano- wee.! eman.. i mean.. kamille.. she's an awesome friend.. very kind and sincere.. on of the kindered souls that i know. Thanks for being a sweet and understanding friend.. especially for understanding my.. "craziness".

Rohan Marcelang and Julian Gonzales- haha. join forces!.. *hiyaaah!* they'd always make me smile and laugh! haha. Everyone loves it when they're around.. haha. xD It makes me go cRazeh! i just love them both.. even though they're trouble makers.. i still like 'em! haha xD
everybody does. I dont find them annoying at all! They're so fun to be with.. Words are not enough to describe how giddy and crazy these guys are. They're one of the reason why i started appreciating songs from.. Marilyn Manson, Metallica, ACDC.. and a looot more. :) thanks for being a big part in my life.

Kevin Ibarra- Although i've been ignoring him for these past few years, let me tell you guys na he is one of my bestfriends.. its not obvious though.. but yeah.. he is my beshie. One of teh precious friends i have coz he's been there with me all teh way even though i had completly forgotten him. He's still there.. waiting.. for me to come back to him. and I'd like to say thank you for that. You've been such a wonderful friend. Dont ever change, okie?

Christopher Leyva- ah! MASTER! my king.. haha. he used to be my king.. and im teh queen.. xD
but yeah.. Leyva, such a fun goii. together with his bodyguards.. Rohan and Julian.. yeahh. Life's gonna be teh best and teh worst. haha. he's very rich indeed. But yeah.. He's been a good friend to me too.. helped me go thru shitty days.. and made me laugh and smile.

Karl Garcia- aw! father karl.. although he keeps on calling me.. "MAYAMAN" or... "Maharlika" its yeah, okie.. i still love this guy.. hehe. He's sweet and understanding.. He has kept all my secrets and I'm so thankful for taht. 6_______________6

Carlo Romero- ohh. One of the people whom i run to whenever I have problems.. He's a great leader actually.. Mature na siya.. and uber funny too. nakakatwa tumawa to! Very sweet.. and.. npka thoughtful.

Miggs Climacosa and Kim Jardin- this is one of my faves.. eto mga SOLID na mahaL ko.... wow.. Such a devil to me. they would always tell us na.. "nako.. pag nagsama talaga yang tatlo na yan di ko na maintindihan, sobrang gulo at kulit.. hyper lge.. lakas tumwa.. lakas ng trip!!" haha xD yeah.. they've also been there beside me thru thick ansd thin.. they're actually my partners in crime! Together We stand.. and make fun of other people! (are we backbiters?.. haha. maybeh.) I just love it when they're around.. coz, yeah.. They make my day!! hahaha.. Whenever I have problems.. they're there to comfort me and make me forget about it.. haha. its so hard to describe how jolly this people are.. and how fun they are. I'm so thankful na i have them both.. my two devils. haha. My gago pie.. and engot pie. hahaha. Thank you guys!! bwahaha! we shall rule teh world one day!!!! xD

Leo Gementiza- leo.. leo.. Pookie! haha. one of my counselors.. I love his sense of humor like Raff. Although i get to ignore him sometimes.. I hope he knows he really matters to me.. He's great in making poems.. and stories.. and yeah.. I love his jokes!!! he's a certified gentleman. :)

Nika Climacosa- ...pshaw.. is this gonna be a long one? hmm.. let's see.. Oh well.. this is my Soul Twin. She's been my first friend in JASMS but yeah, when she got popular.. she.. did ignore me na. But it was okay.. When we were in our 1st year.. We were like.. the best of friends. We were always together.. haiii.. prang naka "glue". then, yeah.. He came and messed everything up. We both loved the guy who messed us up. I cant blame him.. It wasn't.. his fault. yeah.. But i never imagined this would happen. From us being closer than ever.. now.. i dont know.. what.. happened.. Its like we dont know each other.. we dont talk in school.. we like to talk about each other behind our backs.. and.. yeah.. Everything was just.. falling apart. She was one of the people whom i love and value the most. She helped me thru times where i feel so low.. and in teh end, She was the one who destroyed me. But i hated the fact.. That I hated her. Coz I was once.. her.. let's say.. no. 1 fan? I envied her.. I envied her beauty.. everything in her. I never thought that in teh end.. the person.. Whom I loved the most.. more than anything in this world.. would end up.. again.. falling in love with her.. and.. me.. here.. all alone. But yeah.. I dont want to waste my time.. Feeling MAD.. or betrayed. I love them both more than anything in this world.. thats why.. i chose.. to just.. let them be happy.. and set them free.

I love you nika, I really do. *sigh*

Carla Hutchinson- They say she's teh kapalit of "nika" actually.. she's not naman e.. she has been a good bestfriend to me.. kaya i've been soo close to her. This girl.. haii. I once had this thought na sana we could be good friends.. and look at us now.. Yeah! we're really good friends.
haha. At some reason, somehow.. I see Carla.. as.. Nika.. cguro nga she's like.. the twin of nika.. coz yeah.. sa sobrang depress ko.. dhil nagkakalabuan na kme ni nika.. And that i'm having a hard time talking to her.. parang.. lahat ng emotions ko.. pagkamiss ko. I had to let it all in to Carla.. kaya eun. She's one of teh bestest friend I have. yeah. Helped me a lot.. she's like my role model. (like nika ren..) haha. Im so thankful na i have her as my beshie. :)

waaaa. hold on..