Posted on: Monday, April 23, 2007
Posted at: 2:48 PM
x. i'm all out of love, i'm so lost without you.xoh, i hope i don't sound so dependent right now..
I don't know, it's just that.. di nmn ako heartless para di makrmdam ng pagkamis db..
so this is normal naman cguro, ryt? *sigh*
well, you usually feel this when you love someone.. db?
I mean, you know.. in times that you miss him/her..
like, durh.. its been what.. 1 week and 3 days since i haven't talked to him..
its been quite awhile.. i'm not use to this, although i should be.
So, uh.. last saturday.. (april 21.) was our 2nd monthsary..
and hey, guess what? There were a lot of questions running through my mind..
like.. "naalala niya kaya monthsary nmen?, how is he now?, Does he even miss me?
where is he now? what is he doing?"
apparently.. he did not txt or call.. haha, good things is.. I'm not mad.. worried lng.. and.. sad? xD
*gnarly*
haii.. on that day, when i woke up.. i kept on thinking about him.. and that i was hoping..
na he would call me.. or txt.. and since i didnt got any.. I was about to cry, i was so close
to being emo.. but.. You know, the funny thing is.. i felt like.. crying...
i really wanted to cry.. but.. there were not tears to shed. weird huh..
its like something holding me back.. so yeah.. I survived our monthsary without crying..
thats about it. ^^,
on my next posts.. prolly i'll post hapeeh thoughts na.. and how my vacation is.
..till here nlng.
-this love is killing me, but you're the only one.