-Past, there are a lot of things to talk about the past.
+ The Love you cant have, last the most, is the strongest feeling, but hurts the most. +
*ahem* *stares* thats.. uber true, huh? *it stung me.. ouch ouch*
joke. xD
haha. Oh well, Just wanna share you guys.. something na I promised when..
i was in the brink of, dying.
It goes like this..
"In this pain i'm going through right now, I wish that.. I could be the only person who can feel this pain, who can feel this misery. Me and Me alone. And if not, it's alright.. I just hope and wish na, If ever, A loved one.. would go through this pain as well, i just hope i wasn't the reason.. the one who caused the pain that person is going through right now, coz i know how it feels.. I really do."
And guess what.. All those.. Stupid thoughts.. flew away.
Gone with the wind, It's like i ate what i said.
So yeah, Gomenasai.
To all the people whom are labeled.. "This is jiz's fault."
Sorry, I hope its not too late though.
and that, i could make it up to you guys, someday.
and so, with all these troubles that i've caused..
I know one day, babalik sa akin lahat.
..and, am I ready?
well, I should be.
I think i deserve it.
anyway.. *too emo*
Don't worry, I'm not sad.
I just feel, guilty. and.. stupid.
well,
I think i would like to end it all up here. Production is very near.
and school is almost over.
*another day, another lie.*
.poooof.