Posted on: Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Posted at: 8:07 PM
What's.. happening to the world?
I cant believe it!
Is he really that.. uh, nvm. sigh.
Good luck to the both of them.
A Silent Creed
im worried sick of the few facts that loving me means taking a risk, i dont intend to hurt..but i do...i dont intend to make false beliefs of the endless horizon right there infornt of us when ur with me or not with me? damn it gives an endless possiblities for a new one to come, always easy to make a start but hard to end...end with what u really feel. understaning means hurting yourself...and being stupid enaugh to forget you understand..being human aint an excuse...hating the world for what its all about is an exhaust from the very risk you take when you feel your being haunted down by the very remains of the past..meeting a new someone..is like getting slapped on the face twice in a row and then smiling..then when all is over...we get to just sit down in the corner and eventually mubble about why we had to take a slap for free and not be angry about it..risking is a part of living and loving..the very true essence of the existing embraces of life and living in this world...we have to set walls and create decoys to fit in, yet be true to them in few angles that we exist, making others realize on the long run that true people really hide and not step forward and present that he is.the dragon in me...and the silent creed of pain and wreatched feelings of agony stays meek amidst attack yet...never minds what lies in front but looks afar to what lies ahead..many do not understand the facts, some pretend...others could careless...we may never figure out why,or how, or when..we could begin to understand, but for me the momment that we are hurt...thats the same time..we do...it..and if ur heart is in pain because of a loving..its also the same reason why your heart beats anyway to keep your breath lasting...
-Im sorry.