Posted on: Monday, February 05, 2007
Posted at: 8:20 PM
Torn-thinks.
ELABORATE
Let go.
i really need an answer. how do you say good bye to someone you've loved for such a long time? how would you let him go?someone whom you thought you'd spend the rest of your life with. someone who has loved you so much. someone who you gave your soul to, who wept with you, stayed with you during your darkest moments. someone who's always been there. who tolerated your idiosyncrasies, loved your crazy tendencies, held on to you during your foulest moods. someone who held your hand when you almost died in that dark hospital room. someone whose life revolves around you. someone who gave you the second chance. someone who'd do anything for you or you'll do anything for him. someone who cannot live without you, you cannot live without.how do you tell him you'll always care, but it's time to let go. Coz he wants to let you go.. how do you tell him that sometimes, love really isn't enough for you. that you want more. that you cant just let him go, its not that easy. how can you break someone's heart in the way that least hurts someone? is there such a way? is it possible?how can you diplomatically and with much grace accept that it's over. that you have to move on. how can her crush your dreams just like that? your dream of being with him? building a family with him?how do you really let go? because sooner or later it has to happen. .it is really dreadful. and it makes me so very sad. tell me, how can i say I let go?
Torn-thinks.
ELABORATE
Goodbye.
i really need an answer. how do you say good bye to someone you've loved for such a long time? someone whom you thought you'd spend the rest of your life with. someone you've grown up with, someone who has loved you so much. someone who gave his soul to you, who wept with you, stayed with you during your darkest moments. someone who's always been there. who tolerated your idiosyncrasies, loved your crazy tendencies, held on to you during your foulest moods. someone who held your hand when you almost died in that dark hospital room. someone whose life revolves around you. someone who gave you the second chance. someone who'd do anything for you. someone who cannot live without you.how do you tell him you'll always care, but it's time to let go. that you belong to a different world. that your dreams are far beyond what he can ever imagine, or even want for himself for that matter. how do you tell him that sometimes, love really isn't enough for you. that you want more.how can you break someone's heart in the way that least hurts him? is there such a way? is it possible?how can you diplomatically and with much grace tell someone it's over. that you've moved on. that you are fickle, and worldly and free. that you are incapable of sustaining something that's been fading for quite some time now.how do you tell him it's not his fault? that it's yours.how can you crush his dreams just like that? his dream of being with you? building a family with you?how do you really say goodbye? because sooner or later it has to happen. he deserves the privilege of a proper farewell, to old times and to dreams, and the future. he deserves to at least hear it in person.it is really dreadful. and it makes me so very sad. tell me, how can i say goodbye?