Isn't it funny?
When you try to make the best of everyday..
To show them you're HAPPY but deep inside ur still bleeding?
ye ye.. It's hard. But, i guess it's worth it.
Sometimes people would think.. It's much better to
Hide what you feel and just make out the best of today.
Or sometimes vice versa. But i wonder..
Which is better? To pretend.. or just.. Show what you feel?
I dont know either..
But, sometimes.. pretending is way more better than crying.
You know why? Especially for EMO people like me..
I get so sick and tired of crying.. and i want people to see me as a strong person.
When they're expecting me to fall from situations that are unbearable..
I would show them.. I'm here.. Standing tall. Strong. {even though i'm not}
And ofcourse for the reason so that.. I wont get to focus on the pain that i feel,
So that things would turn out well.
But..
If you try to be yourself and show to them what you really feel.
Its being.. strong too.
You're not scared to let it all out.
you're being.. TRUE to what you feel.
..but the thing is, people have different point of view.
Some think it's much better to pretend..
Some think it's better to show what you feel.
haha.. this is so difficult.
So, yeah..
I Dont know how i am right now..
I Dont know what i really feel.
I show to them i'm happy..
but yeah, sometimes.. Everything just seems to mess up.
Here ends my dabbles.
You decide on which you prefer..
"Pretend" or "Be true to what you feel."
God Bless.