*I keep thinking.. Isnt it sucky when your best friend, the person you're suposed to trust more than anyone in the world, your kindred soul and spirit.. Isnt it sucky if and when you cant trust them anymore? When you've drifted away from them, or vice versa? Or if you feel that they have betrayed you, and in doing so, lost your trust? That is a very sucky feeling. And a very sucky situation. And its very sad that a whole lotta people have experienced that. Where has all the trust gone in the world? Everyone is guilty of betraying someone at one time or another, of backstabbing their so-called "friends". Some do it on purpose, and some do it unknowingly. But all the same, its a breach of trust.* -Carlei.
whoa. this is.. oh so true, all the thoughts..
and confusion in my mind. It's.. already there.
Said and done in what carla said.
Yeah, i wonder.. Why do people find it hard on being.
Faithful? I mean, i dont.
Maybe i did.. But.. I had escape from that prison.
I had escape from that "torture" chamber.
The reason, why i remained faithful, even though..
there are a lot of guys out there, who are courting me..
and has this.. 50/50 of chances.
whom, i've been talkin to for how many hours.. and helped me throughout the day.
but, yeah.. It never crossed to my mind that in a split segundo..
I like and love that person already.. even though they understand me, more than he does.
I wonder.. why. haha.
But yeah.. I shouldn't find reasons.
All i know, is that.. I love him thats why i was loyal and faithful to him.
Some say it was my fault.. some say it wasn't.
i dont know, but.. The feeling of, me being jelly was right namn e..
i mean, look what happened now? I was right the whole time.
I NEVER DID PUSH him to her..
he's so stupid.. and. too blind to see the thing i wanted to point out.
Yeah, maybe it wasn't my responsibilty.. It was his.
and he haven't prove to me na.. I was diffrent than her..
and na.. He does love me..
Coz if he does love me that much.. he wouldn't be FUCKING confuse..
...hay
I know, how it feels.. to love someone, then one day..
You'll wake up and realize, everything falls apart because he's inlove with someone else.
Talk about me being too emo.. but, this is what things are right now.
All, the negative stuffs.. are comin out.. one by one.
and it's making me weak..
But, no.. Don't worry.. I wont give up.
I know in situations like this.. It would make me strong.
Everything has a reason.
Everything that happens has a reason.
So yeah, dont do on to others if you dont want others to do it on to you too.
..Cause i know, how it feels. and i dont want them to feel the pain i'm going through
right now. I Dont want them to be sad.. or feel hurt just because of the one they love.
He loves you, and you love him. so why hurt him/her?
haha. well ,that remains a mystery.
But.. Love.. will never have its complete meaning.. without the UPS and the DOWN.
like the roller coaster.. you will never call it a roller coaster if it doesnt go UP and DOWN.. ryt?
I hope.. Who ever is reading this..
You wont TRY to HURT the one YOU LOVE.
You wont make promises that.. WOULD MAKE THE ONE YOU LOVE.. wait and believe.
Do it, Prove it.. Dont just SAY it.
I hope..
You wont BETRAY the person you love.
Remain FAITHFUL. LOYAL and JUST to the person you love.
BE HONEST. don't lie.
Dont be scared to tell the truth because of the fact that it might hurt him or her.
It's not a good reason..
NEVER was.
Its a feeling of.. PITY not LOVE.
so yeah..
here ends my.. worries and confusion.
bye.