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Posted on: Monday, October 30, 2006
Posted at: 9:22 AM
~ You cry out in your sleep,
All my feelings exposed
And here's a taste of my mouth,
As desperation takes hold.
Is it something so good
Just can't function no more.~ -Love will Tear Us Apart (FOB)

hmpf, mick was right.. why didn't i try to fix it?
well, I did fix it. right?
But everytime we would fix it.. things would.. somehow. Fall apart.
hay.. I Do love him.. I Still love him.
..but yeah, this type of Love is Forbidden.
He doesn't want me back.. neither love me.
So what's the use anyway?
There's no luck.. neither hope.
If only things were easy.. With just.. Words.
things will be okay again..
but no.. that's not the way life is or love.
If only i could prove to him.. that i Do Love him.
but yeah.. he won't notice it.
Action Speaks louder than words, ei?
I mean.. Im too late now. He's already with NIKA.
..*sigh*...
I want jake back. It may not be now. But who cares?
I'm willing to wait.
As long as i know he loves me.. that's totally okay with me na.

uggh. what the heck?!
I miss jake.

[I guess it's too late now]