Posted on: Monday, October 30, 2006
Posted at: 9:07 AM
*tsk.tsk*
last night i had some random thoughts while talking to carla on the fone..
i realized that, people in JASMS.. has this some sort of a.. "disease".
and i call it.. the. "Something & Nothing" Disease.
this type of disease is unstopable.
...People would always think.. there's "something" goin on..
while.. you, yourself. would think.. nothing is going on.
I mean hey, who cares what they think anyway? right? I know better.
but yeah, sometimes i cant help it.. i find it really annoying.
for example..
In carla's case.. She would talk to her beshie or someone na close nea.. (bsta guy)
then somebody would see them TALKING.
then somebody would tell lei.. then lei would believe them. then lei would get jelly..
and lei will not talk to carla.. until things would get fucked up again.
Yeah, welcome to my HISTORY.
i mean. i still have that disease right now.. (told ya it's unstopable.)
Sometimes i wonder, there's nothing bad when people are talking to each other. right?!
fuck, they were just TALKING. they were just exchanging words.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU JIZELLE?! why do you have to feel jelly?
...yeah, those thoughts keeps on running thru my mind when i see them both talking. (dti.)
and yeah, i get it. but.. i cant.. apply it to myself.
People are so weird. (just like me)
You'd tell them the truth, then they would not believe you.
they would start some rumors.. and yeah, If people would ask you again.
They would not believe you. They think something is going on. But for "us",
nothing is going on.
Sometimes if they would tease you, and you'd try to defend yourself..
they would tell you.. "bqt napakadefensive mo?" i mean DUH! i just wanted to clear things out!
or sometimes, after they tease you.. If you'd try to be quiet. they would tell you.. "nyek! meron e! meron e! tignan mu! di umiimik!"
HAHA.. kht anung gwin mu.. dun ren sla babagsak.
I mean. what the heck do you guys know? so.. yeah, we know BETTER.
this is what i hate about having a ubersmall community.
Just wanna clear things out guys..
Mickey, is not courting me. We went out as "FRIENDS".
no strings attached.
Mickey is a very good friend of mine.
So guys, try to stop that issue.
It's annoying. NOTHING is goin ON. okay?!
Stop that fuckin rumors.
We are just good friends. That's it!
i mean DUH. im still not OVER him.
and.. yeah, maybe i'm not yet ready for a.. relationship.
..it's too painful.
I'll just stick to..
Life having.. admirers, suitors.
and me.. having some crush or inpiration..
but not a BOYFRIEND.
nah uh uh..!
[Parakiss.23]