Posted on: Friday, October 27, 2006
Posted at: 6:34 PM
~much has been said~
wow.
WHY MAKE ME CRY NOW?!
WHY AT THIS DAY?
hay.. i was.. readin..
the.. letters he gave to me..
and the past few months.. were..
endless. they were full of love..
until...
yeah.. now. It feels like..
I was his SOMEBODY.
now.. I'm his.. NOBODY.
...Love, too painful.
I'll just enjoy my life..
knowing.. there are people..
who wants to.. court me.. or like me.
pero.. hanggang dun lng muna cguro.
nobody wants to.. love someone.. like.
me.
ever..
I mean.. DUH.
im not replacing you kaagad. if thats what you think.
i know you dont care.
but..
hey.. I wanted that date.
I mean.. I do.. I really do. ofcourse i do. mick's a good friend.
Coz I wanted to have fun.. and forget all the pain.. and misery..
make new friends.. meet new people. Move on.
i mean.. to be honest. i still love you.. (stupid ba?)
i still want you back.
but..
I'm doing this.. not only for me. but for you as well.
You said it yourself.
"Lets move on..."
Im trying.. yeah.. i'am.
This is what you want.. right?
things are going well, as you want them to be.
If this would make you happy.. so be it.
[Parakiss.23]