"LIsten to My Heart"
Alone. Yes. Here I am again.. alone.
with no one to love.
I've been jaded with all these emotions. with all these sudden happenings..
and my heart. I must say.. is too broken to function
its funny.. how. I still am.. believing and hoping.
This heart of mine is wounded. and still it is bleeding.
Im Lost. and trap with these emotions.
got nowhere to go. got nowhere to run.
My Soul is sinking. and My Heart is Shreading.
thoughts of you keeps on running on my mind.
How the past seems so cold and yet. It also seems so bright.
I've always had the thought of leaving you.. but you would always say the right words..
that. made me stay.
Now tell me. Does It Sound stupid?
It hurts to know that in the end. all the sufferings. and all the sacrifices i've made.
seems to be nothing to you. That in the end. You would leave me. and would engrave me more pain.
but hey.. thats how love is.
You sacrifice things.. to show true love.
You show faith. to show true love.
and mostly.. You show hope. to show true love.
I would wonder.. I may not get love again in return.
and ofcourse its not okay. but..
as long as your happy. and as long as you'll give me the free will for me to express my love for you.
i guess that would be enough.. although.
Pls. Try to understand me. and see through me.
My heart cant mend all this sorrow.
and i dont know if i can live for a better tomorrow.
This broken pieces is shattered.
and yet.. it is still calling for you. beating for you. bleeding for you.
I'll do anything.. just to hold you in my arms.
i would surpass the blistering cold. and the rocky roads.. just for you.
for you to be able to realize.. for you to reach out my hand.
and love me once again.
I may be weak. but this love i have for you would always stay strong.
I'd love you till the end of all time.
hurt me a thousand times.
My heart would still.. constantly beat. for you.
I Hope one day..
You'll feel the same way too.
I Love You.
[ w0o!! ang draMa!! oh well.. this is my new poem.. hope you guys will like it!!
teehee. this is for jake.. as usual. haha. i hafta go now.. INUMAN NA TEU!! haHa ]