+ I never knew.. I never knew that everything was faLLing thrOugh +
gah. The past seems to haunt me every once in awhile.
its Over My Head. almost.. everyday.
aggh.
*singing* And suddenly I become a part of your past.
I'm becoming the part that don't last.
I'm losing you and it's effortless.
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground.
In the throw around.
Never thought that you wanted to bring me down
I won't let it go down till we torch it outselves. *ends*
im being too emo-ish again.
yeah, im trying my best to be happy.
trying to find the SMILE i cant call sarcastic anymore.
trying to find the meaningful HELLO. not a fake one.
My world seems to revolve in a different diection now.
Where i experience things im not use to.
This adjustment sucks.
I know nothing lasts forever..
Sometimes, i would think its a good thing.
sometimes.. the world..
seems to remind me of some things.
Where i should be reminded by the love i thought was 4ever.
haHa.. how idiotic.
Love is blind. It makes you believe in things..
things that are.. impossible.
It makes you feel so good on the inside and on the outside.
that you'd like the whole world to know. YOU LOVE HIM.
haha.. Love is so complicated.
Once a person gets so broken and all that.
Its so hard to cope with things again.
Its like waking up from a beautiful and dreadful dream.
Im.. scared. To Face Every tomorrow.
Living my life.. knowing. He's not mine.
Seeing him happy with others.
Burns me soo much.
and how i try to.. show him.. "Hey. Im happy too. I guess."
..hay..
oh well.. I uber miss him.
the times where... I use to be with him every recess nd lunch time.
The oh so special kiss.
The warm embrace.
Those tender touch.
those.. Precious. Words.
are now. fantasies.