Posted on: Saturday, October 21, 2006
Posted at: 9:01 AM
Good Mornin Guys.. Hay.. when i woke up, i had a sudden feeling of..
sadness. I remembered.. my.. ex, jake.
How i feel so bad to waste it all..
that everything was MY FAULT.
but what do I have to do? ryt?
even though i know everything was my fault..
there's nothing i can do to bring him back.
I feel so guilty..
To all the mistakes. the pain..
I've commited to him..
maybe he really doesnt deserve a love like mine..
Cause the Love i had..
Was.. Foolish,Selfish..
aggggh.
How can something right be so wrong?
I've always wanted him back.
I did LOVE him..
but..
witht all the things.. and the mistakes i've done to him..
who would believe in such a thing?..
hay..
I keep on messing things up..
im such a big mistake.
i really love him..
soo much.
but yeah, he cant love me back.
he doesnt love me back..
cause of the things i've done.
I feel so stupid..
aaagggh.
I know there's no chance anymore...
I've done too many mistakes.. and sin.
but.. i really am Sorry.
This is who iam..
and i cant help it..
I dont think before i act neither speak.
thats why i mess things up..
Well.. i can see you happy with her..
I know.. you really like her..
and this is what you always wanted.
Take care guys..