atlast.. i get to post something.. hm.. interesting again.
oh well.. after teh break up.. ofcourse.. life was full of shit.
every night.. tears keeps on fallin. tey seem so endless.
i was about to give up and.. like.. get a knife and stab myself.
but i cant. i know life doesnt end there. life is too valuable for me
to waste it just like that. i'll just stand up.. and keep believing.
haii. hm. tHen.. liFe was starting to be coLorful again.
aLthough jizzeh is uber different na..
lately.. i've become a trouble maker. lge aqu napapalabas ng mga teachers.
then.. lge nakalista sa mga pasaway. bsta.. i've been uBer noisy and naughty.
waaaaaa. my conduct will be low cguro.
but teh good thing is.. lge aqu nagpaparticipate sa class kea eun.
haii. then.. jake was.. starting to be sweet again.
hay.. it made me uber happy. as in UBER.. i mean.. siya lang nMn yung reas0n..
kung bQt aqu ngiging msya e.. oh well.. maybe.. we'll be back.. together.. again.
pero.. mtgl pa.. haii. =/
i want to show him how i love him sooo much.
it's like we're friends with benefits nga e..
but.. i hope.. one day.. i'll wake up... knowing na.. he's mine again.
that i could.. kiss him. and hug him tyt and never let go.
its funny how i try to post on my blog about.. me being scared of..
me and jake breaking up.. that i dont even have an idea wat teh reason might be.
haHa.. then after a few weeks. tHere!. he was already saying teh words.. i dont want to hear.
haHa.. it's funny on how i believed in the promises that he made. that made me think that.
we were gonna be forever..
and the most funniest part was.. i xtiL believe in all the promises he made.
do i sound stupid or wat?.. haHa.. i didnt even got mad at him.
my heart was totally bleeding.. but.. in teh end. i DID end up.. hoping..
and still.. loving him.
oh well.. me gonna change na.. teh way i look. walk. talk.
haii..
then..
nUng thursday.. we had no classes.
there was a bagyoooo. named.. MILENYO.
w0w.. and maniLa was like.. w0o!. big disaster.
and life too! haHa.. we had no electricty.. for like.. 4 days.. aMpf..
no tv. no internet. no electricty.
good thing.. we have a electricty!!!
hhm. i wonder.. why.. jake isnt replyin on my tx.. whiLe..
ngrerehp nmn sia sa ib..
aghhh. i dont wanna jump in2 conclusions.
hai.. 2tal.. i dont wanna.. get mad.. all i ever did was.
play with teh candLe.. (yung tuLo ng kandiLa.. tinuLo qu sa kamay qu.)
haHa.. saya nga e. hAiiiii.
ala pa kme ps0k.. hanggang wednesday..
AGHH. haii.. oh well..
^jaKe.. pls.. l0ve me tender^