and yes. HELLO there.
finally, im not that lazy to post anythin on my blog.
Okay.. to start things off. Life, a few changes in it.
now.. i usually sleep at around 1 or 2am. (schooldays.)
and teh reas0n is. its because.. I chat with mick.
haHa.. alm0st everyday.. and its effin fuuun. YEAAH!
October 4.. I Slept at around 5am.. actually.. me and mick. slept at around 5am.
haHa.. nice change though.
he's fun to talk to. and to be wiv.
and on school.. during recess or lunch. i hang out wiv him.
well actually.. n0t much. coz his BESHIES (raphael and darryl) would always come up to him and talk to him.
but its okay.. atleast i can still talk to him every night.
and.. i got teh chance to talk to him nung Friday.. (recess tiMe)
haha.. nasoLo qu ren. bwaHa.. XD
HEHE. didnt really expect this to happen. as in me.. and mick gettin close friends.
weirdd.
err. actually.. its uber fun.. cause we like teh same things.
he's a great guy too. uBer awes0me!! yeaah. soo funny.
he would always help me out whenever i feel so low.
soo glad coz this is really happenin.. (FOR REAL!)
haha..
en0ugh of "MICK"..
next topic.
hhMm. well.. i was suppose to let jake go..
because it hurts to know that.. its like i never gave him teh happiness he always wanted.
and if he would have it. i would always destroy it.
It hurts to know.. that teh person i love teh most. is teh person whom i hurt teh most.
and for me.. to see him cry and all that shit, all because of me.. EFFIN HURTS.
i dont want to see him in pain.. because of me.
all teh misery, all because of me.
if only.. i could give him teh happiness he deserves.
I mean.. all i want is to have a simple relationship.
but i know thats impossible. there is no such thing as a "Simple Relationship".
But then, Im thankful.. cause.. he said to me na.. he still loves me.
and it made me soo happy.
but the shitty part was.. I need to talk to his mom.. If i really want him back.
whoa. this is sooo gonna be hard. I really wanna talk to his mom. i just dont have the guts.
but i will really try. cause i love him sooo much. and i want him back.
Im so happy.. cause.. I never did gave up.
I may be weak. but this feeling would always stay strong.
so much for this shit.
Goodbye then.