*sigh..*
everything is starting to be okay now..
my wounds.. my scars.. are finally.. heaLing..
iM starting to be ME again.. to feel teh air.. to feel love..
to finally breathe.. stiL.. there are w0unds tHat.. are stiL.. mending..
i know i can do this.. iM really having regrets..
iM ubeeer confuse ryt now.. its lyk.. haii.. nagbg0 na pagMamahL qu sknea..
pero.. di qu msbi.. haii.. but i'll be okay.. tHings wiLL be back to norMal again.. (i h0pe)
pretending your haPpie is soo hard.. whiLe deep inside ur bLeeding.. agh.. makes me weak..
oh weL.. tHats LIFE.. LOVE.. nyaHa.. fuckin triaLs..
iM startin to put teH brOken pieces back again.. back in my puzzLe..
kinda.. hard and c0nfusing th0ugh.. bUt iM trying my best to put it back..
if ya know wat i mean..
nika.. and I.. are starting.. to be cl0se friends again.. aLso a new start..
and iM sOo haPpie wit tHat.. yey!.. faustine's b0itdei!..
nyaHa.. atleast there's tHis part in my heart.. na iM uber eFfy! (haPpie)
c0z oF my friends.. and jake too.. they were always teh reas0n of my hAppiness..
haHa.. i talked to lei on teh f0ne.. and.. aLso.. carlee.. and with beH j0yce..
people whom i d0nt talk to on teh f0ne that much.. first time nga na..
makausap qu ule xLa.. (xcept for carlee)
hMm.. we didnt won in our sayawit.. sa 2nd yr aLa..
then.. we had our investiture last friday.. sOo suckish..
tHen this c0ming friday.. heaLth break.. untiL nx wednesday..
mmm.. my grades sucks.. i really need to study.. haiish..
oh weLL.. me hafta go now..
^i f0und myseLf tOdei.. oH i f0und myseLf and ran away..
bUt s0metHing puLLed me back.. vOice of reas0ns i f0rg0t.. i had..^
tOodLes.
_paghiLom