Posted on: Sunday, September 03, 2006
Posted at: 8:10 AM
haii.. i have a very suckish life.. hm.. well.. i havent posted anything for teh past few days..
so uhm.. well.. jake and I.. are having.. a lot of "tampuhan" for teh past few days..
there was a time na he didnt even talk to me.. we would just pass by like normal people do..
it's like we d0nt kn0w each other.. haii.. and then.. we were having m0re of teh taMpuhan sessi0n..
and it ended.. hM.. nung wednesday.. (sayawit) haii.. and they're b0th Mc's.. haii.. my heart is too broken ryt now..
di na nea aqu pinapncin.. taz.. nagsesel0s pa aqu.. taz nagtatamp0 pa sia skn nung gsp prctice.. and m0st of all..
nung naLaman qu na may feelings pa pla sia kei nika.. haii.. i d0nt kn0w h0w t0 react on that one..
i mean.. gnwa qu lHat para kaLimutan yung besh qu na.. mHaL qu dti.. dhiL nga.. mhL qu si jake and loyal aqu..
taz.. mLLman qu rin pla na.. may feelings parin sia saknea..? OUCH.. aMpfufu.. PUTANG INA.. di qu alam qung pno pa ako
maBubuHai nean.. s0brang skt.. parang gus2 qung kuMuha ng kutsiLyo.. para saksakin sriLi qu.. AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH??
*aghhh* i feel so... miserable.. mas malaLa pa sa miserable.. sa depress.. sobra sobra tlg ang kLungqutan qu ngeun..
..it's like... i d0nt feel.. g0od anym0re.. and i wiL never wiL feel g0od.. EVER... naLilito na aqu.. di qu lam qng mahal ba nea tlg
ako.. i mean.. yeah.. 10 m0nths.. pero.. wanqu b.. im getting c0nfuse.. haii.. sa s0brang skt ng nararMdman qu.. sinugatan qu
nnMn sriLi qu.. then.. inuntog qu yung uLo qu sa pader sa kwarto.. pinagbabato qu yung mga unan.. nagsisisigaw aqu.. hbng
ngpapatugtog aqu ng r0ck s0ngs sa room.. hindi ko na kaya.. i d0nt kn0w if i c0uld xtiL face hiM.. grbe na.. tlg ang mga..
sugat skn.. i c0uld die in any minute now..
g0odbye.
_paghiLom