[c0ntinuati0n]
ei.. weLL.. wHen i feeL jeLLy.. i never really liked it..
i regret it nMn m0st of the tiMe..
c0z i get mad t0 people.. like.. "nccra image nila sken"
i keep on thinkin bad stuffs b0ut theM.. s0metimes t0 my bf..
tHat's why i never reaLi liked it.. ks0.. this feeLing c0mes naturaLLy..
damn.. i hate it...
GRR!!i h0pe y0u'll understand me... i never wanted this feeling..
i'M only huMan.. i've g0t s0me imperfecti0ns.. and i have feeLings nMn..
im tru to my feeLings.. kxe.. the m0re i try to hide wat i fiL.. the m0re pain i feeL..
iF i try to teL hiM wat i fiL.. i usuaLLy feeL.. teLLing him wat i fiL is useless..
n0thing seems to happen.. s0metimes nga.. mas nadadagdagan yung skit dhiL sa mga
pinagsasabi nea skin.. kaya eun.. i'll give up.. and cLam UP!..
hAi.. soo harsh..
bUt n0w.. iM trying my best to c0ntr0l this feeLing.. I WILL try my best..
f0r every0ne's sake.. it takes tiMe to learn on h0w i can c0ntr0L this..
bUt i h0pe that tiMe wiL c0me na.. s0 that everything wiLL be okay na..
cHange t0pic!! ^_________^
oH.. i f0rg0t t0 menti0n oUr gr0up w0n in the c0oking c0mpetiti0n..
then jake's sister jaz.. their gr0up als0 w0n..
then jethr0's gr0up w0n t0o..
then last wednesday..
we battled again.. bUt jake j0ined jethr0's gr0up s0.. yeah.. haHa.. faMily daw kme naglulu2..
c0z i was there.. nd jake.. ng also jaz... haHa.. puro "J"
then yesterday.. they ann0unced the winner.. and it was jake's gr0up..
2nd place lun kme.. hekhek..
tHen..
sch0oL is oH so FUN.. me hAppie tlg pag ksma qu sila leyva..
especially rohan and juLian.. they're lyk my b0diguards..
they kiss my sh0es.. then they wiLL sit or stand infr0nt of me then they will say
sa mga tao na lalapit sken..
"bwal lumapit kei princess jizelle".. hekhek!
s0o FUN!!.. s0o sweet...
the lyf starts to suck agen..
i g0t the chance to talk to jake yesterday f0r ab0ut 2 h0urs na..
kso we we're quiet.. wanqu ba dun.. kaasar..
aqu lun lge nagsasalita.. kabanas..
taz.. xbi ng m0m nea kain na daw sia..
then i waited f0r his c0l..
i went online.. and.. he said.. aalis daw xla..
we we're hAppie pa nMn dhiL di xia aalis..
akala nMen we c0uld talk hanggang sundei..
di nMn pla.. tp0s. pinagbwalan sia magf0ne or magceL..
/x0b.. i'll just spend my weekend writing b0ut wanting hiM.. needing hiM..
hekhek.. -draMa-
weLL.. g0tta g0 n0w..
me g0nna call mah bhez..
t0odLes. = )
.enrai28.