I really missed blogging. :">

So, so. Whats new? I have loads to tell but not much time.

Anyway, HOHOHOHOH!

This blog brings so much memories, and i think it's time for a new set of memories in this site :)

Christmas, i smell it's presence. Somehow, whenever i hear christmas songs, it really never fails to make me cry.

Maybe cos, i know.. Another christmas has passed and well, Where's mom and dad? :|

Another new year is blooming, and i can't wait.

Hello to new challenges, more laughter, more blessings, more you and me.

Shiz, 2 days to go. Damn, i'll super miss everyone to death. :(

I LOVE YOU SENIORS, we are off to a different track. We are close to tomorrow, tomorrow is real soon. Although i'm not up for goodbye, I'll see you when we get there though. When we finally reach our dreams. :) We'll fly, high. 

I missed my blog! :) teh reason why i don't post here much.. probably cos this blog is full of bad memories. reminds me i've been through a lot of supermassive shit hole since, first year. :)))

Oh well, out with the old.. in with the new, eh? 

Things will most probably change, and i might like it. 

Till here muna, just wanted to let everyone know i'm still breathing, heart still aching. 

pick a word that begins with the first letter of your first name?

~ Jitter.

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Your crush shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?

~ Hey, Whats Up? :)

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Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?

~ Uhh.

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How many bedrooms are in your house?

~ 2. :)

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How many times have you been to the ER?

~ once.

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Do you have trust issues?

~ Used to.

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Do tattoos and piercings excite you?

~ Uh. Not much.

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Is there a reason for your friendster song?

~ Yess. SUPERHUMAN--Lss ule. :)

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I bet you're missing someone right now?

~ Damn rigght you are.

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Do you hate the last girl you were texting to?

~ Nah, i love her to death.

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What's the best wedding you've been to?

~ Hmm. limot q na. waa.

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What time did you wake up this morning?

~ 8.

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If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?

~Sure.

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Do you get along better with guys or girls?

~ Both.

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Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?

~ Ofcourse.

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When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?

~ Thur--Sabayang Bigkas.

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Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?

~ Depends.

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What is wrong with you right now?

~ Iono, you tell me. ;)

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Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?

~ NO. not yet. :)

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Would you go in public looking like you do right now?

~ Nah. i look crapppy.

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Would you kiss someone to make your bf/gf mad?

~ No. wth?

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Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?

~ Just friends? I'm not so sure. haha. :D

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Is there a girl/boy that knows everything or mostly everything about you?

~ Yess.

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Do you tell your mom everything?

~ No.

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Who was the last person you yelled at?

~ Bro.

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Who was the last person you cried in front of?

~ ung dlwang epal nung thur.

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Have you told anybody you loved them today?

~ yess.

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Could you cry right now?

~ nope.

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What do you need to be doing right now?

~ Hws. RadioPlay. :)

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What were you doing at 1 AM this morning?

~ FS. Multi. YM. ahaa.

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Where were you last friday night?

~ Went to robb.

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where will you be in a hour?

~ Mcdo--Meet up with ella.

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How late did you stay up last night?

~ Uber late. dozed off at around.. 3am. :]

--I told myself I wont miss you, but I remember what it feels like beside you.

Guess what? I lost the copy of what I was supposed to tell you, again. Haha, crappy crappy much. So hey, I hope your ayyt. Haha.

HOW SHOULD I START..
Yeah, last march.. I realized something about you, about what I feel for you. Remember when the world disappeared in my eyes and you were one of the people who helped me see it again? You were there to catch me when no one tried to. and in the end, I didn’t even try to give back all the care you gave but instead, I.. apparently, broke your heart. Sounds devastating but I didn’t really know what to do at that time, I wasn’t over him yet too, so yeah. My point is, you matter a lot to me. I enjoy every conversation, every little thing you do for me. our err, flirting days, haha. and all those fun stuff. and well, you are one of the most important person in my life coz of what you’ve done.. You’ve been such a big help, you somehow gave me the idea and chance to think about everything and just have faith, hope.. and im glad that you became a big part of ME. *woot~ cheesy much. X]
If I have to be honest, I like you.. I might actually think that maybe I do LOVE you, but hey.. Sometimes when I think about it.. I can’t picture myself in a relationship with someone who’s so dear to me. your that important to me, and I cant afford to lose you or.. lose what we have right now. I’m happy, cause we still talk to each other.. and im glad that things turned out this way, aren’t you? Love, I’m scared too.. What if I let myself fall into you that MUCH? It’ll be hard on my part, and.. I want you to enjoy your first year in college. Flirt with other girls, be in a relationship with someone who really deserves you, someone MUCH better than me, I guess. haha. College sounds great and I know you’re pretty much excited to meet girls and just.. haha. Yeah.. Words, cant really tell you how much I appreciate all the help and love, care you’ve given me.
I feel lucky to have someone like you. You just, genuinely make me happy and hyper. haha. Thanks for everything, for all the fun memories, I’m looking forward to our new and fun memories in the future, haha. can’t wait to finally go out and just have fun with you. :] Stay safe, and I hope.. You’ll.. reply or whatever. Haha. I miss ya, and.. well. Goodluck.

xoxo,
\\--affiane.is.a.vampire. :]